I have been dreaming about "a love" (not sure who he is, and actually his face keeps changing, so I just think it is lots of possibilities) at least once or twice a week for about 2 months now, except for the past 4 nights it's been every single night. The dreams are always different scenario's, but the FEELING is always the same ... pure JOY, unconditional love, deep connection, lots of FUN and LIGHT, and someone I have no doubt I want to spend a good deal of time with (maybe not rest of my life, but indefinitely), and most importantly, it is a mutual respectful relationship that benefits both of us on so many levels. Whenever I wake from these dreams I want to immediately go BACK to sleep to hang on to the feeling of it, to not let the preciousness of it go. Of course I know on some other realm these relationships are actually happening. It can sometimes hang with me all day, which is sometimes good and sometimes not, since I want that feeling is THIS 3-D life.
Relationships are changing. It doesn't have to be HARD anymore. It shouldn't be HARD to love someone, and if it is, possibly there are personal emotions or resistances being pushed that need to be addressed. As we go through so many other shifts and changes and find those new places to BE in, our relationships are bound to change as well. Sometimes this isn't always as expected, as we may have to let go of longtime friends or husbands or sisters or whoever doesn't fully support or love ALL that we are as a person. I would have never planned to release a few friends from my life over the past years, but it always ended up being the absolute best thing I could do and I had so much more clarity about the lack of respect or true friendship or *whatever* when I was away from it for a bit. (And sometimes they do come back into your life, for which I am grateful to also have experienced.)
I truly believe and FEEL that in the new paradigm, intimate and loving relationships will become a more equal, mutual, honest, open, caring, and real. How we interact with our partners will even change, there will be more freedom for both to just BE who they are without worry of "if I do my woo-woo stuff will he disapprove of me?" or "but if I enjoy my hobby of NASCAR races she'll think I'm a bonehead". Shouldn't we always be free to just BE who we are? Why bend yourself to meet someone else's needs or expectations?
But I digress .... :) There are so many more possibilities for HOW to have a relationship that even I thought possible. I feel it as lucious, blissful, deeply connected, and beyond amazing (and our new partners will NOT even think those are wierd words! LOL).
It's TIME for us ALL to have loving joyful relationships!
I'm ready.
Bring it on!
