Sunday, April 27, 2008

inspiration to share

Cutting off Your Nose to Spite your Fate

As you strive to become more and to better yourself, you often end up cutting off your own nose to spite your fate and in spite of yourself. You seem to often fracture yourself in expansion as you proclaim your abilities, your grandness, and your rightness of self. Know that what you forfeit others, you forfeit self, that what you take from others you take from self. Know that what you keep at bay, you end up drowning in. And remember that as you snag what you hunt, what you hunt can also snag you.

As you all stretch yourselves, be aware that the stretching can cause a bounce and a reverberation that can shake your very world. Walk into this next level of thought and manifestations carefully. Do it with intent-full-ness of Light, and do it from the One Heart. Look deep within your own self for what you seek externally in the words, the deeds, and the doings of others. Anchor your own Light, your own heart and soul yearnings in a place that you will not run aground. The next leap for mankind will be invisible.

In most cultures, masters of wisdom assist each other. They know that by assisting another into more knowledge that they also lift themselves into another level of truth and then all of the world will benefit. The masters have no need for competition or pettiness amongst themselves. They honor each other's unique wisdom and abilities. They help each other expand into more God.

This very intense year is not a time of 'Competing'; it is a time of 'Completing'. Rein in what does not serve you. Pack it up. Seal it up, and bury it in a place that you once lived, but no longer reside. Everyone will benefit from everyone else's information; knowledge and wisdom, it can be no other way. It must be made available for all others to touch and to succeed upon and within.

Each of you has within you agendas of the soul, of the heart, and of the personality. You all intuitively know the doorway that you are to knock upon. The energy of the future is shared in single file you cannot piggy back upon another's frequency. Allow your own learning's to unfold and to envelop you in a cocoon of your own preparation and vibration.

Each new level of initiation and light vibration comes personalized. Do not place the picture of your life next to the picture of another’s life for the lines and the pixels will not meet or match. Your trail may be somewhat parallel to another’s, but it cannot ever be the same. The Universe has no need to duplicate its learning's or its experiences; all are singular and unique to its creations. Every person on Planet Earth has a different thought within the same sentence of God. Your music will never sound the same as another’s no matter what instrument you play.
Every level of life wants to be instructed into higher levels of its self. Everyone has the ability to take a word, a thought, a sentence, and fine line it into their own unique energy signature. The vibration of every thought and word on earth consists of at least 6 billion plus different interpretations, always equal to the number of people on earth. This is how many individualized patterns of God exist just on earth.

Take all of the events of your life and your experiences and breathe your life force into them. Breathe your signature, your difference, your sound, and your color into every portion of your life. Do not try to color and change yourself by mimicking the same vibrations as others, for you cannot nor will not fit into their blueprint. Honor all of your creations and honor the creations of those around you. There is no need to change them to compete with others life experiences for each life has its own design and destiny which serves the greater good and the greater God.

Gillian MacBeth-Louthan - PO box 217 - Dandridge, Tennessee 37725-0217 - www.thequantumawakening.com

Office Grand Opening

We had our first (of many) open house/grand opening yesterday at my new office! SO fun to have my friends in my space, as well as a bunch of new people from the email list (thanks for coming!)


Rose & Joan

Kathy, Diane, Bobbi




I feel a little more settled there now, and am excited for my first class on Tuesday night, for which I may have to bring chairs from home for! Kathy kept seeing white "whispies" all day, and called me this morning to say its the fairies from my new painting! (On wall above chair in photo above... my friend Sue did a commissioned painting for me and I LOVE it.) Oh and we tested the crystal singing bowl to see how far away in the hallway I could get to hear it ... I was halfway down the hallway on the other side of the front door! So now we know to use it quietly or only in the evening or weekend. Is too bad, but we do have stuffy mainstream neighbors to be conscious of! (I mean that in the most loving way, of course, and besides, the new barber at the end of the hallway came down asking Kathy about his shoulders and ended up on the BioMat!) Anyhow, a fun day. Today I am still in my pajama's and not doing ANYthing but watching movies (okay and blogging).

Oh and I ordered a new laptop (really good deal!) on Friday! :)

Monday, April 21, 2008

I dropped my laptop this weekend.

Twice.

Yes, it was in its bag, but its toast.

If anyone knows where I can get a GOOD laptop (Dell preferrably) for under $500 (or even under $400), lemme know. Oh and it has to have XP and not Vista. I do not even want to fuss with Vista.

I FEEL this new laptop coming to me NOW in the perfect and most affordable way!

Monday, April 14, 2008

I am still here! It's been a rollercoaster of a week or two, with intense processing of old stuff and being in the "muck" of energies for a while, then a nasty headcold, then a breakthrough weekend workshop that was phenomenal. Definitely a crazy time, but I am back on the upswing again.

Here's the latest office photo ... I finally feel like it has cleared more out, but it'll still take time to settle in.

I have moved everything around a bunch of times, of course, and have to get another chair yet. BUT the most exciting part is that I am getting a new painting by my friend Sue on Wednesday!!! She's an incredible artist and I asked her to do a painting for me, without any parameters, and she's finished it! I am so excited to see it and know it'll be perfect. My friend Pam brought me a pot of grass (REAL grass, not the illegal kind! LOL) last week too that is popping up and a great fresh energy. Anyhow, I'm anxious for people to be in our space for our Grand Opening!

The high point of late was the weekend workshop with Jim Self. PLEASE do yourself a favor and listen to his FREE tele-classes on his website. It is incredible information and he is the most amazing, yet grounded and gentle man, who shares everything from his heart. The weekend was about creating our own personal energy fields, and honestly, I almost bailed. I was resistant, yet I knew I had to be there. I was going into it from more of a "this will be good information" standpoint as opposed to a "I am here to grow" point. But by the end of it, I AM a changed person. It WAS really really really good information, but the APPLICATION of that information is what was so helpful. Sunday afternoon it all clicked together for me when he was telling a story about the history of the earth, I knew my part in this story, and it all related to my lifetime (this one) of hiding and not shining my light. (It's a long story not to be shared here.... I am happy to share it with people in person, however, so just ask me sometime.) It completely took me by surprise and yet it was the whole reason I was there. ANYhow, the personal energy fields he helps people create and LIVE in are amazing and my wish would be for everyone to be in that space. It is NOT work for everyone, however, so if you don't feel drawn to it, it's okay. But still listen to some of his stuff. ;)

The energies lately have been intense, to say the least, and a lot of people (not everyone) are processing really old CORE issues. It does seem like we go through this cycle every so often, but this one seems especially challenging. It can be hard to stay in that energy for long, so finding something that gives you JOY and light is helpful. Last week when I was in the middle of some muck (as well as feeling like crap physically!), I was so grateful for the Lightsmith update and had to email Chris to pick up some CD's in person because I couldn't wait for them in the mail. Michele's sessions with the Earth Mother or the Tuesday Tune-up's are so helpful for processing through the body and moving energy out. (I recommend the Breathing Techniques (download only) and the "Mega Tune"!) As one who has moved out the other side of the muck, I can see how important it is to change your THOUGHTS to positive one's, do something - ANYthing - to shift your personal energy or your home energy, and even do something that you have NOT done before to shift it, AND ASK FOR HELP from other humans. TALK to your friends. Sometimes just a conversation can be the most important act you can do to shift your life. So that's my two cents for today about these energies! :)

On other random notes, I had a fun excursion to IKEA with Brenda today, another old friend emailed me today (yay Jeanice!), I am looking forward to my yoga class tomorrow night and water with Pam, and I got to dig in the dirt a little bit this morning to uncover some bulbs. Life is good.

Thursday, April 03, 2008

more office photo's


"Showroom" in progress

Lobby done!


My office still in process

I am healthy but experiencing a headcold today, so I am headed back to bed now! :)

Tuesday, April 01, 2008

i'm moved in!!

After the shovelling from the snowstorm yesterday I didn't get out the door as fast as I wanted to, but we got to IKEA for shelves, then finally to the office! Here is the process ....






I spent a large part of the day clearing the energies, as it feels thick and weird. Got a clearing grid set up (bottom photo), plus a selenite lamp and salt lamp to clear more, and lots of sprays, of course. Saturday when no one else is in the building we'll probably smoke it up with sage. Anyhow, I have a lot more to do, getting my desk there, artwork up, doors on my shelf, and have to find another comfy chair. (Although I did describe what I wanted to my mom, and about an hour later we saw it at HomeGoods for only $99, but I'm not crazy about the upholstery.)Thursday Kathy & I are hanging out all day to get the showroom's shelf put together (the white wiry one with glass shelves), rearrange her office and the lobby, and to smother it with love and lots of light!

BUT the small amount of time I did spend there today, I felt very excited about the future and all the new things to create. It will be so very nice to have a space away from my home, and I think I'll be able to manage my time better to do more FUN things!

blessings to all!