winds of change!

It is SO windy today and you can just feel the layers of crud and blah's being swept away en masse! I am sitting in my lovely porch watching all the trees sway and move with the wind ... a great reminder to all of us to not stay stuck in the same movement and to stay fluid with the winds of change!

I personally am feeling big changes right now, after some weeks of transition and confusion. No real reason for it, just planetary stuff, and according to Karen Bishop, is right "on track." Of course sometimes this process sucks, but at least the dramatics and traumatics aren't as intense or severe as in years prior. Anyhow, my suggestion to you if you are in this state of confusion is to just stay as centered and grounded as possible. Don't try to create or manifest anything new just yet, don't be working your butt off on some new project... the time for those is soon. For now just connect with your inner core, your heartcenter. Keep breathing with conscious breath's, and feel the light of Source flowing through your core. Stillness, quietness. It is getting more and more important to stay in this space, and if there are drama/trauma's around you, you'll be much calmer and can react from a better space.

I just got back from from a lovely and much needed AND much resisted trip to vist my friend Julie in Dubuque Iowa. I changed my mind about 5 times about going, even though I KNEW (deep inner knowing) that I had to go and that it was going to initiate some sort of change or shift, and even changed my mind at 2 am Sunday morning when I was doubled over in pain (unusually strong monthly issue). But I drove down on Sunday, and had planned on coming home Monday afternoon, but by Sunday evening as I was going to sleep in my lovely Hampton hotel cozy bed I knew I wasn't ready to go home and needed more time. More time for ME, time to process after a reading I had scheduled on Monday afternoon there, and just more down time that I have not had in a very long time. Sunday evening was wonderfully chillin' with Julie and her mom and aunt, along the shores of the river in downtown Dub, with perfect weather. Dubuque is a really sweet, pretty town with lots of hills and trees and old houses. Anyhow, Julie's mom couldn't stand it any longer for me to see the shop so we headed over to Romancing the Stone (formerly known as Atlantis to those of you here in the Twin Cities!). What a perfect spot! It's pretty much the complete opposite of what she had at Atlantis ... RTS is on a main level in a really cool old building, has huge windows, a great porch on one side that overlooks a few fountains and tables, she didn't have to paint because the colors already fit her style, etc. She's done a great job at setting up, of course, and I am excited for her new beginnings!

ANYhow, her friend Patrick met us there and hung out chatting for 2+ hours. He's a psychic, healer, yoga teacher, etc, and I had felt before I went to Dub that I needed a reading with him, that it was part of the whole grand plan of the weekend. Thus why I was resisting going! (He even asked me Sunday night how many times I had changed my mind about going!) So Monday we did a full reading, and of course it was the catalyst I needed for some shifts. He was so affirming and right on for all of it, really encouraging me to fully step up. Like F U L L Y . To most people who see me at Expo's or visit my site it may seem like I am "all there", but I'm not. I'm human. I offer a lot of great things for which I am totally grateful for, but I have much more I can offer and WILL BE OFFERING NOW!!! I have been getting all these hints in the past few months about clearing out more old crap so that I can fully move up a notch, and sometimes it takes me a while to get it. (Aries stubborness!) A few old past life connections to Atlantis and other area's have surfaced so I can see that I don't need to hide under the rock anymore (pun totally intended!), and that it is SAFE to SHINE. My past pattern has been to see shining as ego and tooting my horn in a way that is self-serving and not serving my community. I have had too many examples of ego in people around me in the past few years and I do NOT want to be like them in any form. Ego burns bridges. So I am learning that it's not ego to shine, but is a tip of the hat, so to speak, to God and all that we are, because I AM GOD. So are you. And it's all good.

Patrick also confirmed some changes with Whispers of Spirit that will be forthcoming, among many other things. I was just so friggin' grateful that I decided to extend my trip a little longer because it took me the rest of Monday (as I was driving along beautiful backroads of Iowa on my way to Rochester) to process it all and feel how big this was. I know Patrick knows he's just the messenger, but sheeeesh brother, it was so important on so many levels and I am so grateful that you're the messenger. And we have work to do together. :)

Okay so why am I sharing all this? Because there is value in people's experiences for others to learn, and I personally totally learn from my friends or reading other stories. So I share mine in the hopes that it will help even one person. AND so that I stay accountable to actually changing! The changes for my businesses are in the works right now (always! LOL), but watch for announcements. I feel completely rejuvenated and ready to shine! (Maybe with some help from friends!)

And on that note, I need to go shut windows because I see a raincloud!