getting clear

Soooo, that stuff I wrote earlier about my passion returning....

Yeah.

Didn't last long.

    But it was great while it did.

It's just the name of the game these days.

Nothing lasts forever.

There is a whole new slew of stuff that is "up" for people right now, and even though we say stuff like


"this is the time for clearing what you don't need any more"
and
"the energies right now are a doozy" (and it's 11:11 on my clock right now, just FYI)
and
"it's just an intense time!"

It's all TRUE in every moment it is stated, but I am learning that it is NEVER the LAST time it'll be said.

We will be processing, clearing, releasing, balancing, blahblahblah until we are dead.

     Get used to it.

I know it sounds brutal, but really, think about it, we're human.  Not only do we have this lifetime of emotional attachments, issues, beliefs, thoughts, to clear that are not beneficial to our life, but we are also clearing MANY MANY other lifetimes -- OODLES of them -- RIGHT NOW IN THIS LIFETIME.

Crap!

That's hard!

BUT ....

that does NOT mean we won't get to a place of JOYFUL, HAPPY, BALANCED, CALM, PEACEFUL, BLISSFUL lives.

We WILL.

We HAVE to!

    (Right?)

I personally HAVE felt it, even if for brief moments or weeks.  But it was THERE, and I can hang on to that feeling of amazing freedom and LOVE with all my will to keep me going.

AND ... I have amazing friends who keep me filled with peptalks and Love.  Thank freakin' god.

That, and True Blood.

Really keeps me sane.

The emotional sideswipes can be a challenge, but if we remember to just keep breathing, stay centered in Love and not go into fear, and then really go WITHIN ourselves - not outside of ourselves to our guides or higher self or teacher/healer/intuitive reader - for answers and support, it gets easier.  The inner emotional work isn't easy, we really have to look closely at why this sideswipe/issue/emotional outburst is staring us in the face, follow the thread back to where it came from, and then clear it ourselves through surrounding it with love, seeing it as a gift that has served us at one point in our lives, and releasing it's physical/emotional/mental/spiritual hold on us.  We don't need beliefs or thoughts that hold us back from our True Self, which is always gloriously Divine, Whole, Perfect, and Love.  The hardest work we can do is clear our "stuff", but it IS also the most rewarding knowing we did it and can move on.

All that being said (and it was so not planned to write all that, apparently it needed to be said!) ... we are in Mercury Retrograde right now.  The typical view of this is that all communications go wonky, computer and phone issues act up, etc etc.  True.  But not the whole story.

This is a FANtastic time to GO WITHIN.  

(Oh, hmmmm, wasn't I just reading about that somewhere??)

It is time to retreat, rest, reevaluate, etc, as Evolutions so eloquently states (LOVE her blog).  Clear up any projects that are holding you up, get your ducks in a row, be diligent about making room for new things, EVEN if you have NO freakin' clue what that is yet!  Believe me, I am so taking this one to heart and really looking at where I have to clear things up - as the Universe so totally smacked me upside the head with it a few days ago in a way that was shocking and can't be ignored - and as hard as it's going to be, I feel like the past few months have really prepared me to step up and deal with it without being a total freak out.  (Okay, I might freak a little bit, but not as much.)  Some day, there really is a BOOK coming out of this year's events and upheavals, I know there is, or maybe it's just my ego wanting some stroking after all the sh*t of 2010 that I had to endure.

Oh wait.  Not endure.  That I CREATED.

   Right.

Stupid stupid me.


I want to see the contract I signed long ago, I am pretty sure it is FORGED by some other soul that thought she'd play a pretty good joke this lifetime.  

Ha.

So not laughing.

But I digress.  On SOME level, I really am grateful for this time, and I wouldn't have it any other way.  The stuff I am learning and being is amazing.  Despite all the crap, there are HUGE gifts.

My reminder to you right now is to hold the faith, hold the light, meditate within as often as you can, breathe in Love, and be true to your heart.

And then go do a big silly dance in your front yard at noon.

Okay, or 2 am, your choice.

I did.

August energetic update video

lakota prayer

Lakota Prayer

Wakan Tanka, Great Mystery,
teach me how to trust
my heart,
my mind,
my intuition,
my inner knowing,
the senses of my body,
the blessings of my spirit.

Teach me to trust these things
so that I may enter my Sacred Space
and love beyond my fear,
and thus Walk in Balance
with the passing of each glorious Sun.

event updates for August

Amethyst BioMat & Multi-Dimensional Healings
at Mind Body Spirit

Experience the healing energies of Amethyst and Far infrared heat!biomat

The Amethyst BioMat is a healing mat combining 30 pounds of Amethyst crystals with Far Infrared Heat, used to heal on all levels. Its various heat settings promote detoxification, stress reduction, cell regeneration, muscle and joint relaxation, as well as a deeper spiritual and energetic connection and a "bump up" in energy. As an FDA approved medical device, it is assisting clients in many ways for full health benefits. Jennifer offers sessions with just the Amethyst BioMat or in addition to Multi-Dimensional energy healing.

Multi-Dimensional Healing is a new form of energy healing, bringing you to a new space of higher vibration and clarity. By simultaneously utilizing energy clearing, Reiki, sound healing, crystals, as well as multi-dimensional Angelic and Source energies, you are supporting your own personal intent for growth and are clearing any discordant energies that are not supportive of your highest good. The intent is to align you with higher vibrational energies to maintain health on all levels.

Saturday, August 7
10:30 am - 2:30 pm


at
Mind Body Spirit
915 W St Germain, St Cloud MN

Just the BioMat:
15 minutes $20 / 30 minutes $35

BioMat PLUS Multi-Dimensional Healing:
15 minutes $35 / 30 minutes $50

REGISTER: Call MBS @ 320.203.9630 for appointments, or drop in!
915 W St Germain, St Cloud
www.mindbodyspirit-online.com



Multi-Dimensional Energy Healings
At InSpirit Institute, Dubuque

By connecting on a soul level through all dimensions, we are more easily able to release, balance, and heal that which holds us back. Intuitive energy healing (hands on as well as hands off in the aura and energy fields), Reiki, tuning forks, crystals, as well as angelic and Source energies are utilized to support your intent and to clear any energies that are not supportive and to align you with higher vibrational energies to maintain health and wellbeing on all levels. Jennifer connects with your Higher Self to bring forth more of YOU.


Friday, August 13
4 - 7 pm
&
Saturday, August 14
10 am - 2 pm

15 minutes $25 / 30 minutes $50

At InSpirit Institute, Cove Building in Fountain Park, 2728 Asbury, Dubuque Iowa

Call Jennifer for appointments 651-705-6760 or email jennifer@crystallinelight.com



Multi-Dimensional Healings or Crystalline Guidance SPECIAL OFFER
sessions in St Paul

It has been guided to offer sessions on a donation basis for a few weeks. Between August 6 & 26 ONLY I am offering Multi-Dimensional Healings or Crystalline Guidance sessions at my home office in St Paul on a donation basis. Seriously. You simply pay what you feel guided to offer in exchange for my services. I would love for you to experience the work that is my joy and service to the world. My schedule is flexible to accommodate your needs (though there are a few days I am out of town during this time), so contact me at 651-705-6760 or email jennifer@crystallinelight.com to line up your appointment.

Thank you!


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Passion returns!

It has been a great few days of inspiration in unexpected places.  Slowly but surely I have been feeling my passion and joy return (after many months of being deep in the reality of illness and caregiving), and my heart is just about bursting at times because I love the world so much.

For a few months now there has been a gnawing at my soul to do something new, even though I am not sure what that means or what form it will take.  Yesterday I had a huge "OOOOOOHH!!" moment and created something new.  Something non-metaphysical (well, in most regards, since you can't really take that out of me) and deeply creative.  It's allowing me to express myself in a manner that has been forgotten for so many years.  I was almost giddy at how FUN this was to create.  Granted, it may not bring me money or be a new "job" by any means, but that doesn't even matter.  It allows me to BE who I really am, to express myself creatively and juicily (is that a word?!), and captures so many beautiful moments.

And then afterwards, I ate a cupcake.

Emmanuel's message today about August and our passions returning really spoke to me, and I am so grateful!  Sure, this type of message we usually hear repeatedly, but each time a new message shows up, it either resonates or it doesn't.  There have been so many over the past months that I could  have cared less about (with NO disrespect to any of the authors).  Anyhow, there is always more releasing to do, but remember that releasing brings new beginnings also.  :)

Know that you are loved and supported, and that the JOY will return!